I'm tired of giving. I'm fed up of waiting for something that I want, but know I won't get. It's when you know, you just feel it in your gut that you won't get what you want, that it hurts and makes you want to scream. So, you have to resolve living without what you want. How frustrating is that? Give me a remedy for heartbreak, but the worse part is that it's a heartbreak that never happened because I NEVER ACTUALLY HAD HIM, because apparently you can't always have what you want.
Right now, it's not okay. It's not fine and I'm not happy.